Milk Angel
When Ben delivered milk to my cousin’s home that morning, he wasn’t as happy as usual. The slight, middle-aged man seemed in no mood for talking.
It was late November 1962, and as a newcomer to Lawndale, California, I was delighted that milkmen still brought bottles of milk to doorsteps. In the weeks that my husband, kids and I had been staying with my cousin while house hunting, I had come to enjoy Ben’s sunny personality and comments.
Today, however, he was very unhappy as he placed the bottles on the doorstep. It took slow, careful questioning to extract the story from him. With some embarrassment, he told me two customers had left town without paying their bills, and he would have to cover the losses. One of the debtors owed only $10, but the other was $79 in arrears and had left no forwarding address. Ben was upset for allowing this bill to grow so large.
She was a pretty woman, he said, with six children and another on the way. She was always saying, I’m going to pay you soon, when my husband gets a second job. I believed her. What a fool I was! I thought I was doing a good thing, but I’ve learned my lesson. I’ve been cheated!
All I could say was, I’m so sorry.
The next time I saw him, his anger seemed worse.
I repeated how sorry I was about his loss of income. But when Ben left, I found myself caught up in his problem and longed to help. Worried that this might turn a cheerful person into a bitter one, I thought of how to help him. Then, remembering that Christmas was coming, I thought of what my grandmother used to say: When someone has taken from you, give it to them, and then you can never be robbed.
The next time Ben delivered milk, I told him I had a way to make him feel better about the $79.
Nothing will do that, he said, but tell me anyway.
Give the woman the milk. Make it a Christmas present to the kids who needed it.
Are you kidding? he replied. I don’t even get my wife a Christmas gift that expensive.
The Bible says, I was a stranger and you took me in. You just took her in with all her little children.
Don’t you mean she took me in? The trouble with you is, it wasn’t your $79.
I let the subject drop, but I still believed in my suggestion.
We’d joke about it when he’d come. Have you given her the milk yet? I’d ask.